Why:
1:
I have been reading many Catholic mums’ blogs
for a couple of years now. I love following other families’ thoughts and lives
as they unfold, and feeling part of a community (devout Catholics are thin on
the ground where I live – although there are some!). They teach me a lot, they
reassure me a lot, and they often make me laugh.
Kendra, for
example, is my life guru. I even met her once, in person, and I completely
missed the opportunity to go all fan-girl on her (mostly because her and her
family are such lovely people they gave me the impression they were really
interested in my life and in my ramblings about the French Revolution, but also
because I am awkward. So I was being awkward. Unless I was rambling. Plus I was
eight-month pregnant, that’s always a valid excuse for anything, right?)
So, the
internet is full of these wonderful people, and I started wondering, should I
join in?
2:
I have
recently stopped my PhD in history, and whilst it was the right decision, I do
miss writing and getting a reaction back. However, I do not have the
self-discipline and the singleness of purpose to try and write a book
(otherwise, I’ve got a friend who could help!).
So blogging
feels like a good fit.
Not my actual books. |
Problems:
3:
The trickiest question for me is, if I write, should I write in English or in French? Because most of the blogs I read are in
English, English feels like a more comfortable blogging voice. However, if I write
in English, most of my French family is excluded, which also robs me of even
the reassuring comment by my mum which would prove to me SOMEONE is reading.
But, a
little mortification is not a bad thing.
4:
Also, are
my motivations laudable? There is this line from the Litany of Humility that
sat uncomfortably with me as I was considering blogging: “From the desire of being loved...” Am I just seeking personal
gratification?
But then
again, there is no guarantee I would get any kind of reaction. The internet, it
is big my friend! Besides, I hear the blogging world is on the wane anyway
(aaah, jumping late on the bandwagon, the story of my life!) Plus, I am bad at
taking risks, so I can call it therapy.
And a
little mortification is not a bad thing.
5:
Do I have
anything to say? I am a mother of ONE, and he is 9 months. I am hardly the font
of advice the internet needed.
But a good one. |
On the
other hand, I am a French person living in England, trying to raise my son a
Catholic in a hostile environment whilst balancing two cultures. And I can talk
about history. I used to be PhD candidate after all, so I may still have a
couple of insights to offer, right?
How:
6:
How do I
even start a blog? My photography skills are minimal, and my technological
know-how at the nadir. Well, I had reached that point in my deliberations, when Simcha stepped in the other day; so maybe, I’ll
give it a go!
7:
Looks like
it’s happening! Run to the woods!
Stopping by from 7QT. Yes, do it! Blogging is so much fun and helps you stay connected. So cool that you live in England. My brother and his wife spent two years in Billericay. Welcome to the blogging world!
ReplyDeleteThanks! I'm really enjoying it so far :-D
DeleteWElcome, Newbie! Perhaps post mostly in English but with a French post once in a while? Or tag some French onto the end? Hope you enjoy blogging!
ReplyDeleteHello! And thank you! I think that's the route I am going to go. My mum is clamouring for me to translate as well, but it's not as fun!
DeleteI stopped in because you linked to the 7QT thing, and I'm entranced! You're now on my feedly. I will have to research your posts to find out how you come to be French *and* and observant Catholic, because I didn't think there were many of that kind of animal these days. And no, I'm not a Francophobe. In fact, if you weren't a native speaker, I'd probably burst out in French now, but I don't want to embarrass myself any more than I already have.
ReplyDeleteAhem. Never mind. Carry on.
Thanks, that's lovely to hear!
DeleteWe are a rare breed indeed, but there are a few of us knocking about! I've got a Reversion Story post in the works where I shall explain all :-D
Also, feel free to French away!
I read this. Stop pretending you got any feedback as a PhD student.
ReplyDeleteBut I am also both nosey and lazy and this pleases both impulses S x x
Well, you do get feedback. Everything you write is read, taken apart and commented on by supervisors, sometimes also by other PhDs, and by other scholars in the case of articles.
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